It's the moment of will I or won't I?
It is the same moment that you realize you are apart of the television generation: every night I feel like I walk away from a cliffhanger ending, and stamp "To be continued...." across my forehead. I even have theme music - Jon Bon Jovi's "Queen of New Orleans" - which has nothing to do with London, but it takes me back to my NOLA days.
London was my Mount Everest. I have no desire to conquer Everest, and I've lost my desire to conquer London. And I think I just wrote the finale ;)